#1853: All part of God's plans

Yesterday I realised that everything was all part of God's plans, and indeed Allah is the best of all planners. The rejection after rejection I faced after a number of job interviews throughout my final semester. My current unemployment. The long wait for the next application period for MOE. The fight after fight in the last few weeks of the relationship. The strengthening of my faith. And to go way, way, back, the bond I've shared with your parents, especially your mum. They were all part of God's plans to show me that you're not the right one for me, and He sent me your mum and reconnected me with a couple of my old friends to help me cope with the pain of being made the perpetrator when clearly I was the victim. It sounded like even your mum thought the things you said didn't make sense or were unreasonable, and that makes me even stronger. 

So you wanna have a secret relationship now? Go ahead and try. Feel how 'fun' it is. You think I enjoyed keeping the relationship a secret, did you? You think it was easy? You think you put in more effort and sacrificed more for the relationship just because you forked out more money? Dude, what you did was spend on me, not invest in me. And that is not what keeps a relationship going.

So for being the stupidest asshole ever that you are, good riddance. If all you want is an arm candy who will be physically there for you, you can have her. I just hope you don't take her for granted like you did to me when I was physically there for you (unless she already knew about us but went on ahead. Then the both of you are perfect for each other and you better pray your children don't meet people like you). You have forgotten, or disregarded, the many times I was physically there for you. I swear one day you'll regret throwing away the spiritual food you need for the arm candy you want. 

In any case, goodbye, good riddance, and you and your stupid immature friends who support you in your childish journey can go f*ck each other.